Saturday, July 31, 2010

Seriously me..


Ok, so maybe sometimes Im a perfectionist. I want to be the best at what I do. Especially when it comes to acting. Last last week, i started being on camera again. The first is hosting for a show. Which I normally find it easy to get in the groove. That is when I realised, before I gave birth, MAYBE. But after...well, I guess a few months being away from the tv camera, made my brains somewhat a bit slow then usual. I was extra nervous, and for some reason, I could not remember scripts as well as before.
I am so sorry for that....
Anyway, the one after was a 4 day shoot for a drama. I guess it had to be done quick, so I was rushing myself tp catch up. But I think i'll be back to "normal" in no time.
So I guess its true what they say.
You "putus" seribu urat when giving birth. Especially normal delivery....

(no wonder my sister said she felt "blur" when she was back at work after her pantang period last year). Now I know what she means...:)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Terharu...

Thank you:


1) miMiE aZiMaSK ^V^ said...


2)fizah_ismail said...



3) fizah_ismail said...





4) Chiem said...





5) viruspadu said...



6) Mrs. Kown said...


7) Nor Leesa said...


8) pizet said...


I have visited your blogs semua, dah letak as "favourites" dah, nanti I will read it more. Love you all!

xoxo

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Rumors

Hi guys,

People have been busy writing rumors about me. I don't know whether to laugh or to cry. I would like to clear some things out in this blog, so that the people who may have been writing about me will rest peacefully. :)

Rumour 1: Awal and I...

Awal and I are still the best of friends, we decided to jual the DnA Celebrity Style because we both ventured into something different, I have to oncentrate on Khyra as she is the most important thing in my life right now...Oh its so wonderful to have her.... *smile smile smile*.

Here's a recent picture of Awal and Khyra



At first, I joined another friend of mine, Adrina, into DnA Exclusive (the shop in Empire Gallery). But, after 3 months of giving birth, I've decided to sell my share of the shop but I have kept our DnA name (which is registered under me). The shop in Empire Gallery is now called Trio's. (I think it stands for 3 Othman Sisters).

Anyway, Ive decided to concentrate on Khyra (and beautifying my new home) heheheehe

DnA will resume via Internet sale, but not anytime soon. Let me enjoy motherhood first kay? :)

Romour 2: My previous baby

Someone mentioned in their blog that they have proof that I aborted my baby, Arwah Emma M by paying a large sum of money to my doctor because the baby was defected. I don't have anything to say to this someone, but all I can say is, I was very upset when I was brought to the hospital in April 2009, with contractions at such early stage. I knew that something was wrong, mother's instinct kicked in, I guess. When I was informed that there was no heart beat, I was pretty sure my heart stopped beating too. I doa to Allah swt to stop my heart from beating and let Emma's heart start beating again. I would give anything in the world to have her born safely, the full 10 months term. Unfortunately, Allah swt loves her more, he took her instead of me.
My doctor was very supportive and kind. How could anyone write that about her? Taking money from me to help abort my Emma M?

Sometimes I wonder why people write these things without thinking? But then again, its a free country. They are free to write people's mishaps in order for their own happiness.

Hubby's birthday....

This was a few months back story okay...I just didn't have time to upload the pictures and blog about it...

Here's a few pictures of the small gathering at our new home..

The surprise nearly tak jadi surprise when hubby found this wonderful banner in my car...


wth my sister and beloved cousins





My niece (sister's daughter)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Latest Updates

Hi guys,

I thought I should share with you all some of my fotos with Khyra. Sorry lambat!


*a few weeks old*

* 2 months old*

*foto shoot at my mom's with Erra. My sister dropped by to pass me some KFC for lunch (she wanted to menyibuk) hahahahaha *

*mummy and Khyra same baju* ;)